I’ve said it a million times before, and I just need to say it again because nothing has changed at all.

I am fucking TIRED.

I mean dead tired.

I don’t mean this in a “school is killing me i haven’t slept in days” kind of tired.

I mean this in a “i am so tired that i haven’t been able to concentrate on anything important and even on weekends when i don’t have anything to do i only get about 3 hours of sleep and i’ve been feeling pretty fucking shitty and everyone’s got more important things to do and i keep getting this feeling that people hate me and i don’t blame them because i hate myself quite a lot and college will fuck me up because i’m a mess and people really only pretend to give a fuck but actually after i try talking they basically tell me how much of a shit person i am and it’s not very comforting at all and i don’t know what to do anymore” kind of tired.